Dear Diary...

I would write “Dear Diary, today I’ve convinced myself that it’s okay to give up. Don’t take risks. Stick with the status quo, no drama, now is just not the time." But my reasons aren’t reasons they’re excuses. All I’m doing is hiding from the truth and the truth is that I’m scared. I’m scared that if I let myself be happy for even one moment that the world is just gonna come crashing down & I don’t know if I can survive that.